I need a break from society.. OMG..it can be a killer.
I need a break from tying. So many things go through my head. I am really hard on myself when it comes to striving.
I can’t figure out how to get out of this bubble; I just cannot figure out how to market my book better. I can’t figure out how to get my message out to a larger audience. I cannot figure out how to work around the repressed snotty attitude in my city of Kelowna BC Canada. So many fake and repressed, plastic people here with large sticks hanging half out their asses.
But I do have virtual support. Even from those in my community that are secretly pulling for me. They message me privately ..and they tell me that my instincts are dead on about the people in the professional community that disrespected me; and shut me out.
See the thing is; they are full of shit. That is the common denominator. They repackage self help guru ideals and try to put their own brand on it.. FAKES! They are a reflection of this city..a perfectly clear reflection of bullshit!
Going by the online conversations I have had..with people that know these people my eyes are totally opened.
read my last blog post to catch up on the info 411 ;)
But the commonality is that they shut me out because I am original.. they are jealous.
But not only are they jealous..but if my true authenticity and originality is compared to their repackaged lies..well..that means they would be exposed and if they were to keep up the would have to change. Why would they want to change when they are managing to make a living by copying ? COPY CATS!!! :D
What do I offer that is original ? .. it’s simple ( ORIGINAL SIN IS A LIE) sex is sacred.. the freedom of women’s sexuality will empower women worldwide..and by empowering women we empower their children and their men! I offer you.. to yourself..and I don’t need to convince people through bullshit to keep coming back to me..trying to tell them that somehow they will always need me so I can make more money off them.. nope it is a one time remedy..to freedom!
I AM NOT SELLING SNAKE OIL..
Well anyway..that’s been the learning curve for me this week..and a real eye opener.
But my problem still remains..
How do I get my message out to the world?
My book is self published
my website www.sexassacred.com
Got any hot ideas.. let me know.
I can’t travel; as a single mother with no family for help..well my travel is very limited; as my children are young and I am on a budget.
My home city has rejected the Goddess work due to sexual and quite possibly religious prejudice.
But help me rack my brain.