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Being Gay and The Divine Feminine

I am reeling emotionally from the events or mass slaughter in the gay night club ” The Pulse” in Orlando Florida. These events directly relate to me because gay men carry The Divine Feminine essence in that they are more Feminine, and by being more Feminine they take on the submissive role. We see in our male based society the fear of the Feminine energy as being weak..and by being weak it must be destroyed to prevent the destruction of a male powered society. We see the feminine sexual energy driven out of society by women fearing to be feminine or to be womanly..as they will be targeted to be made into victims for asking for it.. we see a male based culture that is totally out of balance causing mass destruction of all that is feminine including gay men.

We see the killer as possibly being gay himself, and because of his Muslim, patriarchal.. male based religion; being internally at odds.. causing him to kill off the sexuality he feared within himself by inflicting that death on 50 others around him. But this internal sexual conflict doesn’t just exist in the killer .. for he is a metaphor for a society that is at odds within it’s self..he is the internal battle that takes up within the souls of many. Many whom have been brainwashed by thousands of years by multiple different religions that claim women’s sexuality and gay sexuality as evil and vile. The Whore of Babylon a abomination to the Church.. The Whore a representation of free female sexuality.. and Sodom and Gomarrah the city of homosexual sin that was destroyed by an all mighty male God.. as you can see all that is Feminine is deserving of death, judgment and torture.. these teachings, or even just metaphors to some.. ingrained deep within each and every one of us subconsciously..and so we are in an internal conflict.. most all of society denying the simple pleasures of the flesh due to fear and guilt. We fear the punishment of others..and so many of us unknowing pass those judgments onto others least we should be judged by others or least we should judge ourselves.. for the Feminine is weak..and we should kill what is weak..and the masculine is strong and knows what is right and wrong.. and if we follow the judgments and dogma of religion..and call others witches, fags and whores, we will be safe from judgement ourselves..it is insane and it is crazy.. but most of it is unconscious even to those who profess no religion or belief system..because it is seeped into media and the Government Systems..

And so we see women who hide behind layers of fat to stay safe.. I am not talking about the curvy women that own the skin they are in and walk in confidence.. no I am talking about the majority of women who use food as sex because it keeps them safe from having sex, liking sex and being sexy.. if you are fat you are less of a target. We see women who are walking bags of bones because they are afraid to have boobs, hips and curves least they should become too sexy and to ripe.. or targets for rape and sexual harassment.. then there are women who dress and act like men in the office or at the gym.. being told that to do so is to respect themselves.. to become like men in a male world is not to bring sexual attention towards yourself…because if you are looking feminine, sexy or beautiful you are asking for that attention.. the attention of being called a whore, easy, slut .. you are not to be taken seriously because sexy women are stupid women.. they deserve it.. and gay men that are openly gay, whom are being feminine are asking for it too.. because they are submissive and like women they like to be penetrated and those that are penetrated are the submissive victims.. and so all that is Feminine in nature is a victim that should be used and discarded at the will of the more masculine ..

And so this is why I have an affection for gay men.. as a woman promoting and being in my Divine Feminine Essence.. I have been made a victim of and then blamed for being a victim for being soft, yielding and open.. as have gay men.. and that is why our culture has grown blood thirsty and cold of heart.. because when the Feminine shines she is shot down in night clubs in cold blood.. when the Goddess rises in dance, in the pursuit of pleasure and all that is pleasurable she is shot down in cold blooded rage by those who are in inner turmoil themselves.. out of balance and out of touch with their own Inner Goddess..

And that is why The Goddess stands with gay men.. because they are an essence of her.

 

A bag of DICKS

This is prob to gross to post…but this is what it is like to be a woman online. These dick pics are just from Facebook in the last couple of weeks.. I know it’s easy to assume I have been collecting them for a few years. Nope this is just a couple of weeks worth. Only a few guys ask me if they can send me their dick pic.. I always say ” NO” but most guys just send their best dick pic from their private collection of their best dick pose… this is the stuff that keeps me celibate.

Right now I am really angry at men. I am angry at the injustices put on women. I am angry at the violence towards women that I see on Facebook and all over the web..while our natural and beautiful nudity and bodies are turned from sacred to profane through porn.. but women’s nipples need to be rubbed out.. blurred and blocked..but the webs will show women being murdered and beaten.. and our mutilated bodies being hacked to pieces but the nipples are blurred out.. WTF? I am sickened by the male world.. I am right grossed out!

I am so furious at men for calling women gold diggers when they make almost twice as much money.. most men don’t have full custody of their children .. while single moms like me are left with all the responsibility and financial hardships…

I think men are selfish .. yes I am generalizing and I am putting all the DICKS into one BAG.. they all make me GAG!

I see single men who don’t have kids..don’t have full custody of their kids.. put up their travel pics on Facebook.. the image of their fancy boats and homes.. all their wealth and self importance.. but you don’t see them with a woman.. you don’t see them taking a woman with them or including a woman with them .. with all that the have.. with all the male entitlement.. with all the male opportunities..and with the male paycheck and raises.. and special treatments..for just having a fucking dick.. you don’t see these guys sharing that with a woman .. even just that.. just to share what they have.. to raise a woman up just by loving her… to give to her through his heart what the world will not let her have by her own hard work.. because the glass ceiling seems to be impossible to penetrate … I wish I could use my bag of dicks to smash it.. but it turns out I need to be born with a dick.. then I can take pics of my dick and send it to women… women who don’t have the opportunities I have been given because I was born with a dick.. then I can use it to wave in her face..to brag and brag about the fact that doors will open wide for me.. like a bitches legs.. because I have a dick..that works like a skeleton key..

I am sick of dick pics.. I am sick of men acting like selfish dicks..

Would be great if you guys would grow the fuck up and act like real men… realize your dicks were given to you to love women with.. not to molest, harass.. and abuse women with..

Would be great if you shared your wealth and special dick opportunities with women.. instead of being selfish dicks.

Fuck you! Go fuck yourself!

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