Posts Tagged ‘emotionally sensitive’

Love is all powerful

 

I met someone and I thought that we had clicked… but I was wrong again. I was wrong because it appears that he didn’t feel the same way. I was so sure; that when he didn’t respond like I thought he would.. I cried and I cried tonight. Of course when these things happen I feel so foolish and silly.. I feel so vulnerable and damaged..and I am really. My heart has a million scares and wounds.. I am a bleeding heart.. I am mush. It’s especially sad because it isn’t often that I feel that click with a guy..because I am so different and picky. But I opened up my already broken heart that never really seems to mend ( because I am a sensitive soul ) and once again I found myself in my own pool of tears on my pillow.

It’s a constant craving.. this craving for ” The One ” that I have apparently never met..and then it is a continual heartbreak when I dare hope that maybe this someone new could be him..and then my heart is dashed against the rocks like a ship lost at sea.. and all hope seems lost again..and I must grieve the loss of a love that never blossomed.. a light.. like a lighthouse that seems so faraway .. he is so far away from..so far that I just can’t see.. why is he so faraway from me?

And I say to The Angel of Love..” Why do you play with my heart like this? Why can’t you send me somebody to love? Send me someone to heal my broken heart.. to protect me from others who would see me suffer?”

It is such a dangerous thing to feel.. to open up your heart.. to be exposed to others.. to cry..even alone.. to truly allow yourself to be in sorrow..

Love is all powerful.. men and some women they want money and fame and they think that is powerful.. but you can have all of those things but to not have someone truly love you for all of your faults and strengths.. everything else means like nothing at all.. so love is all powerful.

Love is the muse for the artist.. it is the creative force.. without love the world would be gray and barren.. emotionless and pale.. love is everything..

But even though I feel him in my heart.. I cannot find him..

The craving will never leave.. the longing for his strength and touch.. the sound of his voice.. his scent .. his presence .. this will never leave me..

Until I find him I will be raw..

And the tears will fall..

Like rose petals on silk sheets..

My heart like crushed fruit.

 

Sensitive

 

Love is so painful and raw; no matter how down-to-earth I try to be I cannot help but be swept off my feet..

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My heart is tender and compassionate and so my passions run free towards sentimentalities..

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This sensuousness in me stimulates me to deliciousness and it brings me to my knees..

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So much pleasure brings so much pain but I cannot help but love the sweet punishment that it brings..

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Exposed, open and bare, ravished by a a hunger that leaves me famished I am engorged for more..

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There is no rational, no lucid or logical for I am sensual, captivating, eager and willing for the taking..

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I am deep, and awaiting penetrating of his piercing, sharp gaze into my soul he breaks though my defenses..

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My fragrance is the essence; carnal surrender as I give the core, the thrust towards the sweetness within..

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I am overwhelmed and overwhelming by the breathtaking way  he plunges in with resolute desire  to enslave..

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He descends and submerges in his urges as I shiver with pure concentrated pain that becomes my pleasure..

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And as I quiet, as I sink into the bliss he begins again to take with earnestness what is oh so juicy and tender..

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