I am empty.. my self interest gone.
I learned this from my sister as she was passing on.
She came to me in deep darkness of the night.. her body miles away in the hospital but still she spoke to me up close and personal.
She showed me in dreams and visions how her ego peeled away as she was being made ready to walk through the doorway.
She was frightened, hanging on.. as she feared the nakedness of her soul.. so vulnerable to be exposed
She came to me in this time..she was letting go of her own story..the story of lies owned by the ego.
The ego like a cloak covering up the true power of the soul…the ego was afraid to die.. as her soul knew there was no death.
Then she came to me in the morning light.. in the Garden of the Souls..as light as light..she told me of real power.
We are so much more than this..we are so much more than what we see.. we are royalty.
And so it is.. in my living body I am attempting to do the same..as she told I would eventually.
This is why she came to me.. to show me how.. to show me how to let go of me and the lies I tell myself.
I prepare to walk through..in this deep dark day and night.. into the light..
I new reality is bursting forth.. lies will be shown..so I learn to carry them no more.
I learn humility and vulnerability of admitting my lie is me.