Archive for February, 2015

Madness, Madness, Madness

Madness, Madness, Madness

How I love thee, take me so deeply into the untamed seas,

Madness, Madness, Madness

Oh suffering so sweetly, completely engulf me in sultry,smokey sorrow like honey,

Madness,Madness, Madness

I give into you, I submit my will to you,I sink so deeply with the melancholy,

Madness, Madness, Madness

Oh tears fall like diamonds, tears like falling stars, oh how mysterious you are,

Madness, Madness, Madness

Blood red moon, oh how I swoon, black swan swimming on the rain soaked pond,

Madness, Madness, Madness

You bring to me what happiness cannot see; sorrow is so bitter sweet and heightens creativity,

Madness, Madness, Madness

In you all sensuality, sexuality, love and lust, romantic thrust in you, I trust in you,

Madness,

Madness,

Madness

I am his oasis

 

I am his oasis.. as the world is a barren place.. he comes to me to fill his heart and slake his thirst. I am his nourishment and his sweet fruit.

He comes to me dry and parched many arrows run through his heart; as he has been to warring in a world full of cruelty he needs me.

I am his oasis

There is no need for his white trusty steed; he shakes his dented armor free as he comes to have his fill of me.

On my soft breast he rests his weary head; to cry brittle tears; as he has been strong for far to long but I judge his weakness not.

I am his oasis

His bitter tears of pain untold turn to sweetness within my folds and then within he takes what he needs from me.

My cup is full and it runneth over; he can take so much more of me forever more over and over.

I am his oasis

In me he sheaths his sword and plants his seed and then I grow for him the new strength he needs.

I am his oasis

The world promises him dreams of fortune and fate; but with his battlement it doth pay, but at a price of leaving him dry.

For fortune and fate cannot mandate the depth of a woman’s heart that heals his wary soul’s plight.

I am his oasis

I give to him soft rest and breast, sweet thighs that await him to penetrate them.

In the morn he brave again, is ready to raise again to the fight.. because..

I am his oasis

My love is the cup that fills his dry parched soul again, again, for I am his for the taking.

I am his oasis

Declaration of LOVE

 

On this love hope floats

On this love everything grows

On this love my heart explodes

On this love

On this love

I will not give up; I will not give in to despair.. I will will repair

On this love

On this love

My heart and yours blossoms and blooms on what is new and alive

On this love

On this love

I declare that sorrow cannot stay as the rays of hope and warmth dissipate hate

On this love

On this love

Grief cannot stay and the heart it cannot stray away into a sorrowful place

On this love

On this love

There is grace a glorious poetry of blessings that bring kindness and beauty

On this love

On this love

We can see the music of all reality playing out in you and me

On this love

On this love

All is elegance, beauty, loveliness and charms singing on the notes of hope

On this love

On this love

All joy flows in harmony and the melody is in you and me

On this love

On this love

I declare the end of war, and greed, all misery, desolation and heartache

On this love

On this love

We emancipate all of mourning and melancholy towards grace

On this love….

A Love Poem

 

The clock strikes twelve and the fates have allowed that I should be with you

 

Jupiter’s Gold, with circling moons, like crystal spheres, lets loose wishes come true for me and you

 

The Archangel and the Cherubim soar, red wine soaked arrows find their score; through the armor of past love hurts, towards the opening of the heart

 

Old pain is forgiven, forgotten as new love rushes in with red stained passion; amending new trust with it’s blessed gifts

 

The emancipation of the heart, the absolution of the pain; resurrection of the soul, free to love again

 

As it was you; the miracle, the vision, the beautiful prayer given answer to.. that caused me to believe in love gain

Milk&Honey

 

Afternoon sun on warm soft sheets.. and I become his treat..

Milk&Honey

He takes his time to slowly help me bloom and the nectar drips..

Milk&Honey

I taste myself on his lips

Milk&Honey

Soft and hard the breath and breathing..

Milk&Honey

Tender words so forceful and needy..

Milk&Honey

He is so greedy

Milk&Honey

Love shown in the smooth undulating flow..

Candy creams and marshmallow dreams..

Milk&Honey

Sweet yummy screams

His madness in me

 

I crave his pain.. his demons disease..

his madness in me

My flesh flushed in need..

his madness in me

My heart how it bleeds of fire..

his madness in me

I await him trembling with desire..

his madness in me

I want his punishing needs obsessive to please..

his madness in me

To break me until I am consumed of ..

his madness in me

His mistress of pleasure I will be ..

his madness in me

Sultry

 

 

 

 

But how I long for you not knowing you.. not having you..

I know not why..

My heart bleeds so..

Wings whisper pretty things.. words not quite formed in dreams half done..

But how I long for you the only one.. you leave me the lonely one..

I not know why..

It was in a voice I heard in a song of phrases olden times gone bye..

In rendering of passionate tears..so hot they burn inside my ears.. on the pillow they fall..

Pools of frustration between my thighs as my dreams do not manifest ..

His eyes looking into my soul long ago in other lifetimes ..

I know not why..

I look for him but I cannot find what hides in time..

Takes to long as my heart beats out of rhyme ..

Like starts in the sky up so very high I cannot reach for him or find him near..

I know not why..

And so I cry.

Quiet

 

So quiet; the silence sweet.. like the snow falling in on it’s self.. on it’s own all alone..

So quiet; stopped the rage, let myself out of the cage; didn’t know I had to disengage…

So quiet on my own; walking tall, strait and neat; being free of their words used to abuse me.. I am free

So quiet, quietly I let go and I float back to me; didn’t know I was lost until I found myself in the quiet ~

So quiet,

So quietly ~

I found the real me ~

To pieces

 

I think I will just fall apart to pieces..

Shatter

holding it in and holding it down..

Shatter

If I break then I create ..

Shatter

I am not afraid anymore to break..

Shatter

am not holding back anymore..

Shatter

I am not pretending it’s ok anymore..

Shatter

I am not being you for you anymore..

Shatter

I going to explode and implode..

Shatter

don’t care what they think anymore..

Shatter

wanna crack, wanna deconstruct to reconstruct it..

Shatter

stuck by fate and lightning, broken and bent..

Shatter

whats wrong with giving in to it..

Shatter

the ache is my powerlessness..

Shatter

not faking it, not denying it, not mending it..

Shatter

Slick

 

He is a slick tongued, silver Devil lie..

an illusion in a a suit and tie…

leave you asking why..

why did I even try?..

why did I cry..?..

Mr.Slick and shtick he knows how to swing his dick..

like a magic wand he fishes the pond..

catch and release the one’s he cannot grease..

with lies and deceits..

he power trips when he rips..

hearts apart and smothers dreams..

makes you wonder?..

is love just a pawn to be played..

does he live to betray?..

the collector of hearts..

stabbed in the back..

in the dark..

cause you been played..

by the oldest game..

love and compassion made to fashion..

knives and blades..

you’r just a spade..

played and betrayed by the slayer of hearts

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