Archive for March, 2014

Understanding The Devil


I am going to speak to you in terms of psychology.. seeing the devil through the lens of his/her/it’s archetypical pattern or template.

The devil resents fear because fear is repression, repression .. the repression of the shadow self.. meaning the aspects of your personality that you wish to hide from the world..and the self denial that you preach to yourself. We repress when we push something into the unconscious..this is dangerous because then we have not learned coping skills as to how to handle what we have repressed…the devil is the darkness in your own psyche.. the more we restrict ourselves to not acting out on our base natures..the more chained and trapped we become by them.. we become deeply inhibited and locked down to the false personas that we have created in our own denial.

Once we face what we are hiding from ourselves and others.. a healthy positive release takes place..blocks and inhibitions are lifted causing one to bloom and expand..this takes place on an inner level..but of course one’s outer life also becomes free.

The devil does live in every single one of us..the most negative aspects of the devil are greed, addictions, selfishness, and intentionally hurting others..

Yet the devil has much to teach us about accepting and living in our flesh and bone.. the devil can help us see that we must manipulate to make our way with in a world that we have all created.. we must maneuver to find our place and make headway on the game board of life.. is this earthly playing field.. We are all “The Prodigal Son” born to fall and make mistakes.. prone to devil’s play.. to throw caution to the wind.. spend all of our money, having fun and playing games.. having sex for the pure sake of slaking lust.. ” What happens in Vegas..stays in Vegas” ¬†We must all indulge in the lusts of life..fall hard..and then come to asking the self for forgiveness it was ourselves that we had forsaken.. the higher Christ like self..responsible, passive..

But to deny the self of the entire self..the shadow aspects.. or the aspects of high awareness or enlightened thought and behaviors.. is to be in ignorance..

Many on a spiritual path..deny the devil’s lust with have it surface with explosive and destructive behaviors.. when we put ourselves up so high..the fall will be a mighty fall..

To deny the root of ones humanity.. is to lay a path of ignorance and darkness within.. the search for the light being taken over by the ego after all..

And so it is..give room for your devils..sit with them..and have drink.. they are more helpful than you think.

She will submit when…



By submission.. I mean that she will give you her heart.. not her mind.

As women we want nothing greater than to trust a man.. to fully fall in love, to respect and admire our brag him him up and uphold him in our highest regard..

We want to trust you. We want to know that you will keep our intimacy with you intimate.. just between the two of us.. we want to know that you have both of our best interest at heart.. we want to know that you will protect us from harm..not harm us.. that you will love us with as much respect and integrity as we want to love you.

The worst thing and man or woman can do is to break trust.. by not living up to what you say you are, to letting the secrets of your lover become public knowledge.. the worst thing any man or woman can do is to attack the sex of the other.. to attack a man’s masculinity is to curse the it is to attack a woman’s femininity.. to make your lover feel sexually inadequate is to doom the relationship..

We both want to be desired.. to be be valued..

If you want a woman’s submission.. you to must submit.. you too must lay down your sword and shield at the side of the bed.. to make love and not war..

If you want a woman who would die for you.. you too must offer her the same assurance.. that she will know..she will trust that you will fight for her and your love..

Once this trust has been established.. a King has a Queen.. a real man doesn’t want a woman to be his servant.. a real man wants a strong woman that will have his back when things turn against him.. that she will be as fierce as him in her love and protection of the man she admires for his mental, emotional, physical and spiritual strength..

He doesn’t want a child like bride.. he doesn’t want a girl.. he wants a warrior to fight by his side.. to protect the love they share together..

Submission comes from the being vulnerable together..

Both must lower sword and shield to hold each other..

Who I really am


I was going to write this post.. explaining myself to people again.. telling people who I am as a person. I am so sick of people. I fucking sick of them. I am so tired of having to prove my worth. Having to prove my right to be who I am and to be acceptable by them for simply being who I am..

ohhh it is so fucked up.. we tell our children to be themselves.. ( it is written all over my kid’s school) and we promote authenticity..and standing out..but when someone does it… they are treated like a freak..

Here in my city.. everyone looks like everyone else.. so many plastic people. I am so real it scares the shit out of them.

I am so sick of people who FART SPARKLES!

I just feel their fear.. it’s is their fear they put on me.

All the professional anti bullying days are bullshit.. you are so full of shit!

What happens is a popular person or a group of people will stop including me because of my website..and then everyone else starts to follow them and treat me like I am invisible.. sometimes I actually have to get right up into their faces..and wave or make a point of getting into a conversation with them to get them to acknowledge I am alive… they do it because they don’t want to be treated like me.. they don’t want to be excluded by association…

And what is the point to getting all emotional about it in this post.. why give them that?

People are cold long as it doesn’t affect them.. they don’t give a shit.